to whom it may concern:

it is what it is.
i gave up…

on blogging or tumblr, mostly because of the insane lack of sleep id get caught up in blogs or linking blogs etc.  even falling away from all the picture spamming, there’s some legit spots that i lurk on, beit for the literature or whatever obscure interest that i realized.. i have, i just got too much shit to do, and if im gonna be losing sleep, might as well be out on a dancefloor rather than locked away snooping the web.

but as i actually log on today to listen to a song on my page, i see that i have either 1) been hacked, or 2) left my page up somewhere where i lost access, or worst case 3) had my phone/computer/email hacked.  so im hoping for none of those, and i track down where my failure began, i vow to make more of an effort to just blab on this thing, work on my short term, and setup a new long plan.

ok American Horror Story finale.

— 5 months ago with 1 note
#hacked?  #user error  #american horror story! 
and i thought smoke rings were cool

and i thought smoke rings were cool

(Source: glittertomb, via k4t3lynn)

— 5 months ago with 181 notes
suicideblonde:

Lindsey Wixson photographed by Phil Poynter for W Korea, November 2011

suicideblonde:

Lindsey Wixson photographed by Phil Poynter for W Korea, November 2011

— 5 months ago with 15 notes
bah humbug

not really in the xmas mood.  its a bit annoying running into all the people in the “holiday spirit”, being just a bit too bubbly for my tastes.  umm.. why can’t you guys be like this year round?   it’s not that i mind the gift exchange stuff etc, i just think this season is when we should be feeling blessed that we’re here and breathing, because life can be so much worse.  i can’t help but feel that every xmas song and smile is just a smokescreen for the ugly materialistic vibe that underlies these holidazeeee.

ok off to the grind

— 5 months ago
old Polish poster of Hitchcock’s “Vertigo”

old Polish poster of Hitchcock’s “Vertigo”

— 5 months ago with 12 notes
#vintage poster  #hitchcock  #polish 
spent the weekend ranking up in Battlefield 3 (ps3) with my son.  had the game since midnight release and i finally passed the campaign last week (i was that bored, and disciplining myself to stop wasting time at same old bullshit social events).  multiplayer is beast!  wish had pc version, but cant be bothered to build a rig that can be competitive.  ps3 it is!  ign: mad_ryno

spent the weekend ranking up in Battlefield 3 (ps3) with my son.  had the game since midnight release and i finally passed the campaign last week (i was that bored, and disciplining myself to stop wasting time at same old bullshit social events).  multiplayer is beast!  wish had pc version, but cant be bothered to build a rig that can be competitive.  ps3 it is!  ign: mad_ryno

— 5 months ago